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Monday, December 31, 2007 { 8:58 PM }



Hey hey hey!!so Sorry bot the late entries...was too tired to write..me and gerfiee bz werkin but so so many things happened these daes..Goin out with gerfiee,our 2nd mth annivasary..Just tellin you gerfiee that i really appreciate everything you've dne for me..I love you the most..

Okok..lets talk about now...there's a new pistol gallery just next to the shooting gallery.2dae i was assigned to do pistol gallery.Ivan assisted me with the rifle gallery.Yesterday was my training and at 1st it was quite complicated but i managed 2 undastand the usage of the pistol and the gameplay..Its merely target shooting..i tot it will b boring and i tried a few times i sucked at it..but as time goes by and the more i practice the better i bcme..2dae wasnt a busy day so ivan and i talked and talked and play the pistols...well enarf talking..oh ya,btw met shai whu passed gerfiee's

shirt and money.And she say nicests things bot me and gerfiee..thanks shai..okok..enough talkin..let the pics do the blah blah blah..lol..i miss you darl...terribly..






Wednesday, December 26, 2007 { 9:42 PM }

The line is being drawn through my heartAnd we're conceiving fires through our thoughtsAnd you're just like meAnd You're just like meThis is everything I wanted to tell youI'm still in love with everything about youAnd I feel the wreckage from everything you doAnd I'm tired of still waiting...If I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?This is everything I've wanted to show youI'm no longer scared of anything about youI lived through the damage of the heart you took from me And I"m tired of still wantingIf I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?
Line in the sand..Been listenin to it over and over again..tot it doesnt have any meaning till i listen to it properly..Sudanlly dont felt ok...But after msgin gerfiee i felt much beta...Im not sure if this song haf any impact on me or not..I hope not...i only love her..MAR is her name..

Monday, December 24, 2007 { 11:41 PM }


Today is a boring Monday and a quite a busy off day.I woke up late cos as usual was with gerfiee all the wae till like 0300hrs.Virtua date la,dats wat i called it..lol..Aniwae me miss gerfiee so so so so so much...Woke up at ard 12pm and as found out that my pawents had gne out.I was alone den.As usual,i blast my music and den do abit of morning exercise.Been eating quite alot this week and i haven been exercicing so i look abit fat..hehe..Aniwaes,after that i look ard the hse,it was so so messy and untidy..So i started vacummin the hse starting with my room..look like pig sty!So I vacumn the whle jouses,wipe the tables,clen the fans till it looks abit neat.I was atisfied with mysef today for doin smtin 4 my mum..she's nt been feelin very well la..been sick dis week so she's nt been doin the housework.I'm glad i helped her out..


The rest of the day was very very boring.went to check if my mail oredi comes..cnt wait to received it...hpefully by wed can received..den i can play psp all the wae..lol.i was so bored that i end up playing sims 2 after a long2 tyme nt playin it..Created a new family and play a new game...Wish i cld meet gerfiee...miss her so so much.Nut she tld me to rest at hme cos she noe i was tired..Awwwwwww...dats so sweet of u...




Pictures of my hse and my room..lol..









Everything seems to be in a mess cos we are preparing to move house..lol...




No 13....once a lucky no..


Sunday, December 23, 2007 { 11:38 PM }

"hi... i believe that u r dayah's ex bf... but it will be appreciated that if u stop bugging her all the time and saying that she's not alright... she is very alright with me... it doesnt matter any of ur concerns k?so, i hope u dun contact her anymore and u lead ur life with ur new gal... dun interfere in any other ppl's relationship..."
I'm fucking pissed off..i'm really gonna get dis guy..Say things that aint right..Me buggin her gf??or his gf buggin me??Jus what the fuck is he tryna tell me??dat i'm still tinkin of his gf??Cmon la eh Hairi,I dun give a fuck animore bout yer gf..URGH!!!!

Thursday, December 20, 2007 { 11:25 PM }






The reason why i stay over my uncle house at Chua Chu Kang was because i'll be following him and my younger cousin to masjid Al-Firdaus to do hari raya haji prayers and to help out with the goats.Hari raya Haji i was the happiest cos i jus love this occasions where not only i can see the goats or we called it sheeps,i can get to do good deeds for the society and to experienced "Gotong-Royong" 1st hand.dats the spirit of the malays..always helpin each other out..Aniwaes,I wake up so so early at abt 0615hrs.Bathed and den haf my morning prayers before goin out at 0645hrs.My uncle is a member at the mosque and we drove there.the mosque its at jalan Bahar,just opposite Keat Hong Camp and ALB.Weach th emosque and my cousin and i settled dwn into the mosque and i actually slept!!was so tired and sleepy and the prayers started at ard 0815.after prayers thre's a sermon where i slpt again all the wae till the end.lol..den it started raining heavily...my cousin and i went to change and go to the backyard to see the goats..but the staff there needed help in setting up the heavy stuffs.so i tld my cousin to look at the goats 1st while i help em out..We had breakfast before the whle thing started.Enough talkin..let the picture sdo the talkin.....oh yah,i was help to skin the goats skins.tiring job but fun..The whle thing end at ard 1445hrs.We went back to uncle hse,bathed and den go to auntie's hse to meet grandparent and the rest of my relatives......


Wednesday, December 19, 2007 { 10:40 PM }

Hello there,i'm back writing this blog again after few days of break.Well,it was Wednesday and i was on off.Aniwaes i'm meetin gerfiee!!!i was so excited dat i kpt tinkin of it..meetin gerfiee in the evening and we will b catching Alvin and the Chipmunks at bugis at 1950hrs.But b4 that i planned a surprise 4 her......lets find out..
Gerfiee wanna meet me at 1530hrs.I tld her i go out early go find some "guys" stuffs.So at 1330hrs,i went out and went to a shopping centre to look for that "stuffs".It was actually a perfume,'Princess Love' is the brand.When i surveyed for it 1 week ago and wen i smell the scent,it was very sweet and the moment i smell it,i noe i would buy dis.I did and i go to a gift shop to have the perfume wrapped.i bought a small card too.the wrapping was very nice,pictures of cats..hehe.
I took 969 to tamp,reached quite early so i jus sit at the seats at the no.10 bustop and waited for gerfiee..She came about 10 mins later and she was drop dead gorgeous..oh my..we took the no.10 bus to suntec whre we bought Nurul's prezzie and went to look for my 'cousin's' bdae prezzie.We went to Perlini's silver where i tld gerfiee to hlp me look 4 a pwezzie..She chose a ring which looks nice on her litttle fingas and a star pendant.So i pay up after that,thanked gerfiee and we proceed to penin to look for our 'couple clothes'.hehe.We went but doesnt managed to find the nicest designs which was a total upset.i only managed to buy my tie for Dnd.it was oredi 1815hrs.So i tld gerfiee we need to move on to bugis so we wld n able to eat b4 watchin the movie on time.I brought her to swensons.Its gerfiee first time there so i guess she must be excited.We both ordered breaded chicken manuere aka chicken cutlet.(We both love chicken cutlet!!).By den i was oredi acting strangely.i kept walkin from and back and i look restless but gerfiee didnt realised dat.We also oredered blended chocolates and deep fried mushroom.We ate.i was so so quiet.Gerfiee kept laughin and laughin.Till now i dunno y.lol.when all done,we bth finished eating,i gave a nod to the waitress whu took our orders jus now..5 mins lata,she came,not with the bills,but with a slice of ice-cream cake with a lighted candle on top and den she placed it on gerfiee's side of the table.i looked at her,she jus stare at me,speechless.I told gerfiee,"surprise dear".she was still speechless.I wish her happy advanced birthday and told her the reasons y i did dis.i tld her to make a wish and blow out the candle.she did and den i took out the wrapped prezzie.she just smiled.i den took out my 'cousin's pwezzie' and i told her its actually for her.she was still speechless..i apologised dat i bluff her bot it and she was still speechless.A surprise indeed..finally i paid the bills and we went out,walked abit b4 goin in 4 the movies....
I read in the movie reviews that its a really gd movie to de-stressed yourself.i noe gerfiee wasnt feelin so gd last nite and i hope she'll feel much better after watching the movie.true enough,she was laughin like mad and she feels really happy,really...de-stressed.I actually cldnt concentrate on the movie much..i kept huggin gerfiee..I was jus too happy 2 see her smile and larf and feel..happy..
The show ended at ard 2100hrs and we took a long walk to esp,take no.10 and took a long journey,a sweet one back to tamp..by the tyme it was oredi 2300hrs wen we reached tamp interchange.it was gettin so late and i send her back home for the 1st tyme..After dat i took a cab back to chua chu kang,sleep over at my uncle hse...it was past 0000hrs++...
Thank you dear for the memorable day with you..I could never forgot whatever we've been through together and i'll be missing you...always...I love you always ....Siti.

Saturday, December 15, 2007 { 9:30 PM }

Hello there..writing this blog again with another new entry...Was working today and i did iwerks again with Sharon!!By now i oredi noe most of the things i'm suppose to do there.So i automatically start-up mysef wateva its suppose to b started-up..I look outside the entrance..oredi gt big crowds..But sharon and i jus relaxed cos we've bn tru it b4.But i noe i wnt b msgin gerfiee cos its gonna b a very bz dae...True enough,we were so bz with the reservations,the speils and more reservations...Been standin all the wae and i cnt believe it i was sweating abit cos ive been moving up and dwn!!hehe...but its very fun and i love doin iwerks,esp doin the announcements..Nizam tld me i had lunch at 1100hrs.

Was quite happy nutty,faizal and saha had their lunch time as same as me..We ate at the cafe and i had fried kway teow.I look at their faces and dey were looked stress.So i suggested playin the paddle boat after eating.faizal and nutty agreed except 4 saha,whu rather read the papers..It was a very hot day and paddlin the 4-man-boat with 3 pple wasnt as easy..my legs got tired after a few mins of paddling and nutty looked oredi half dead!!hehe..but we had fun and faizal was like the captain of the boat,ordering us ard..funny guy la dat Faizal..

Gerfiee prepaid was low and she cldnt msged me animre..I trld her i'll top up mine and transfer half 2 her..but end up didnt happen cos i mysef dun haf enarf..so sowee darl..:-( I'm gonna miss her dearly..i cnt live a dae witot msgin her.Oh well,jus hafta endure 2-3 mre daes b4 my pay comes...






It doesn't hurt to see you being happy dear..




Your sweet smell of perfume takes me away...




Friday, December 14, 2007 { 9:08 PM }

Another day,another off day for me,another Friday..Woke up quite late cos last night was accompanying gerfiee at the msn..hehe..its the norm thing for me..Was kinda down cos i tot i wnt b meetin gerfiee 2dae.But we end up meeting cos gerfiee wanted to accompany me go library.I was so happy but i meet her late in the evening cos gerfiee was goin for a job interview in the morning.I said ok..
We met at 17oohrs sharp.We took a long bus ride to esp.and frm esp we walk all the wae to Bugis library,hand in hand..it was very sweet of her..We talked almost non-stop till we reached library.Gerfiee was so chirpy and so happy...oh yah,i forgot..she's drop dead gorgeous!!!and she was very pink!!i just went OMG!OMG!OMG!Aniwaes we reached Bugis library after getting abit lost(as usual.).We were kinda tired so we took some mags and we sat dwn and read it..den suddanly my stomach grumbled and gerfiee act heard it!!so paiseh!!she was laughin non-stop..hehe..i tld her i cnt help it i was so so hungry..So we went to the usual place to eat and we ate LorMee!!Finally i gt to eat Lor mee!!hehe..den we walk all the wae back from Bugis and to esp where along the wae we talk non-stop again,laughin and disturbin each other as usual...and not forgettin hand in hand again..We took a long bus trip home where i send gerfiee to her bustp..den i gt back hme..tired,but very happy..
In the process many magical things happened and it was really magical.I wnt forgot this outing with you sayang..i jus wanna be with you..Thank you dear for the nice and adventurous outin we had..I love you darl... :-)
7 more daes sayang....

{ 12:43 AM }

Where's all my friends??Whre's Aidil,Mazalan,Fadhil_Joe,Fadhil_indie,Ah Fatt,Darus,Osman,Azzie,Rusdy,Wan???where are they all??chat with Aidil jus now and we discussin bot our frens..we were kinda sad cos its been a while we slack togetha..Do all the crappy stuffs..Man and Fadhil bz with their bikes,lan and fadhil_1 bz with their jobs..dah jarang ajak lepak lagi...yelah,kalau kluar pun maner nak aku ngan aidil lagi kan....Most of the tymes i'm always out with Aidil until thres one tyme i tld him we like gay partner sak..but im sure dey'll still think the same as aidil and me did..but its ok,mayb they haf their own plans and stuffs...nvm,we'll soon get em together....
Nothing much to write today...Boring day,boring life...jus dun feel like writing aniting...
I don't have the mood....

Wednesday, December 12, 2007 { 11:52 PM }

I JUST MISS HER SO SO MUCH..
I MISS TITI..DATS ALL I CAN SAY TODAY..
9 MORE DAYS MY LOVE....
I LOVE YOU..MY ONLY LOVE..

Tuesday, December 11, 2007 { 11:26 PM }


Hello there..its me writing this blog again..nothing much to write actually cos thres nt much goin on at work except that i am now a confirmed staff at SDC and i gt a pay rise.well,maybe not so much but i'm still thankful cos my pay is a lil bit mre dis tyme ard and will bring back hme extra which is nice.hehe.So i went up to HR at level 2 and sign some forms and a survey form and i officially gt my SDC windbreaker!!the weather was so cold these past weeks and havin this windbreaker is useful cos u dun feel so cold..

I was doing IWERKS for the 1st tyme!!its actually a cinema at my work place and my partner was cheryl tan.She tld me wat to do and everything about Iwerks and it was actually quite interesting cos nt only u gt to make announcements,u gt to print out tickets and make reservations for the guests and to start and end the show..i tell you,if this place is very bz,it'll be supa bz!!but overall i did quite a gd job except doin the closing which i noe nuts abt it!!cldnt undastand fully the system.hehe..

At night emo-ed with gerfiee and it was very sweet of u darl.




Loving you is forever..

Monday, December 10, 2007 { 11:30 PM }

Hi there..i'm writing another entry to my blog.Well Monday is an off day for me.As usual off day witot a purpose is really really boring cos not u dunno wat u wanna do,you cnt see the outside world..hehe..wat imma talkin..Aniwaes,woke very ate today cos i slpt ard 4+ accompanying dearie cos she cldnt slp.I managed to accompany her till she slpt.I woke up at ard 12+ and straight away msged gerfiee,tinkin she mite still b sleepin.But she was awake and she tld me i woke up later den her..i jus shrugged cos i noe i need all the sleep..lols.So i make my bed,and half-naked started doin my usual exercise to maintain a healthy lifestyle and to obtain some muscles!!hehe.Workout for 40 mins b4 finally goin have my shower.Mum tld me to buy food for lunch as she's not cooking.so after i bathe i went to Northpoint and buy chicken rice and buy some groceries as well.I walked frm hme to Np and planned to do the same wen i wanna go bck.But it was raining so so heavily dat i hafta waste money take feeder bus.Weached hme an hr lata after i visited the gameshop at the central nearby..Also went to fish shop to look at fishes..miss the times i jaga fish la..got back and straight away eat my lunch.very the hungry.After that i go straight to my room and play my psp till i get bored.Was tryna complete dis rpg game and was quite pissed off cos gt dis final fantasy game i took fwm my fren is in jap version but the graphics daym nice and the game very good.hpefully gt english version so i can play..
Overall my day was quite boring ar.exept missin my gerfiee..
11 more daes to DnD...
11 more daes to Gerfiee's bdae.....

Sunday, December 9, 2007 { 11:19 PM }

It was a rainy Sunday and i was working yet again..I was shivering but what to do,i dun have the sweater cos im still nt a cnfirm staff yet.But its alrite.My mood was very very good and very high spirits.Lizda was the DE for today and she assigned me to the godforsakken place.But instead of sulkin and grumblin which i'll usually did,i jus smile and was feeling happy.Suddanly gt the mood to do FnB.So i did it with Chai Chee Ave 1 (Caizi) and i looked at the main entrance,thres already some tour groups waiting to go in.Wow!dats all i can say.Didnt expect to be so so crowded and busy.After opening the cashier,i straight away did popcorns while my partner do the topping up and stock taking.After a while there was queue.pple wanna buy my popcorn.or either they are too curious to see hw cme thres a hunk wearin an apron and makin popcorns!!lol..Aniwaes the crowd was super non-stop!!I was getting tired standin,makin popcorn and tending to the cash register,but i noe i just hafta endure..i dun even haf the time to even msged gerfiee.I only managed to texted her during my lunch break at 13oohrs.She's bz doin housewerk wen i msged her.I was feeling so so happy to texted her..After lunch cover abang macam-macam Aka Puvan at MPH till 1500hrs and even that gt a huge crowd there and i cnt even sit dwn till th elast 10 mins.When i got bck to FnB,caizi was complaining to me that thres nobody helpin her wen i was away.I tld her nt to worry and i started doin candy floss and popcorns again and again and again.Both me and Caizi were exausted after the last guest went in to watch the last movie..We helped each other to count the stocks and we were glad the sales almost hit 1k.....nothing much to write today cos thres ntin goin on today.....
Loving you is forever....Jet'adore...
"I'll part the sea,for you i'll break the sky,
the heavens aren't worthy so why am i??
You're fucking masterpiece,a perfect played assemble,
lose myself in your eyes,
can i take you home??"
"Lying serenity,you're the image of an angel,
Your face so radiant,even in the darkest hour,
I want you,to need me,the way i need you,
i want you to be,obsessed by me,
I want you,to need me,the way i need you,
i want you to be,obsessed by me.."
"They'll never smell as sweet as....you do,
You left me breathless!!
Your touch,brushes all my worries away,
How did you do it??"
-Jet'adore..

Saturday, December 8, 2007 { 11:40 PM }

Saturday may be another normal dae..But to me its special..Cos its the day i'll b meetin mine's truly..I'm so excited that i woke up early when im suppose to meet gerfiee in the afternoon.I woke up at about 10+ when my mum asked me to go to the market to gt sme groceries and breakfast.Lucky her,im in good mood.I said ok immediately and go and bathe.Reached hme 45 mins lata and haf my breakfast.I still haf sme time left so i on my internet to look for the movie listing.Cnt find doraemon.Decided to watch The Golden Compass.
It didnt take long for me to wait for gerfiee.She was toppin up her ezlink.and i wanted to top mine 2..wat coincidence.hehe.We took the train to Dhoby Ghout.Gerfiee was so beautiful today.Cnt stop admirin her.We talk so much today and i was really happy to see her.We watched the golden compass,sittin togetha and we actually held hands throughout the movie.she was really romantic and she's like not wantin to let it go.her hands is really warm and smooth.The show ended with an anti-climax and we were bth disappointed but i tld gerfiee i think lata gt part 2..aah,but b4 watchin movie we ate buddy meal at KFC.sowee dear cnt eat good food...wish we cld..The movie ended at abt 1800hrs and den we go to the shaw tower to see wats in there.nothing over there whuch was disappointing.I suddanly popped out the headphne ques.and dat ques landed us at mustaffa centre..
It was crowded at Little India.I tld gerfiee to b creful of her bag and i hld her hands tight so i noe she'll be save with me.It was super crowded in the centre.We surveyed fo the headphones.We found the Technic brand and i was in love with it.I tld gerfiee im gettin it wen my next pay comes.i only bought my adidas perfume for $7.50!!cheap seh!!den we took a bus bck 2 tamp whre i send her back hme...
Overall i really enjoy mysef beain with her 2dae..Thank you sayang for the wonderful day..i wnt forget today...I love you Titi...

{ 3:59 PM }

Hi there..Im back hre again typing this entry.Work was ok 2dae cos i didnt feel i was workin at all.Morning i was doin shooting gallery since the old man was on off.Tot i'll be doin it the whle dae but in the afternoon after my lunch i was tld 2 do this exibit at the hospitality suit which i'll tok abt it lata on..But the most interesting part is that i was like all-rounder 2dae inthe afternoon.was helkpin out FnB and Iwerks while takin care of the exibits.mc very multi-purpose.I was happy i and saha managed to push the push cart sales to $300++ in jus 20 mins.the reason is thres alot of kids watchin a this 2d movie and they were like some rich bastards kids.dey kp on buyin and buyin and buyin the popcorn and candyfloss till Saha,Sharon and me haf a difficult time organisin orders cos they were just so noisy and freaking irritating!!but we managed 2 sold all the candy floss and we went out of the theatre,push cart almost empty.The fun part was i hlp 2 do all the announcements!!Sharon gt sorethroat and she was just scred to say the spiels so i helped her out since i got a "professional voice"..lol.It was very fun to hear yer own voice bein heard all over the centre..hehe..But the objective of writing this blog 2dae is i wanna tok abt this exibit i took cre of jus now which is the Yellow Ribbon Project.Its an xibit abt those ex-convict or convicts who make beautiful objects and colorful arts.Thse involve are those whu really realised their mistakes and all they want is to repent and to b accepted by the society again...i read carefully everything in the exibits and watch their videos and all i can say is im very touched.i almost cried,no joke.well,let the pics do the talkin den...



I noe gerfiee wld love this painting..They are sellin this pic at $320


This motorcycle was act made up of recycle items.Kewl eh??



I took a pic of this nice words in the exibit and i wanna share it with gerfiee...


After work i meet up with gerfiee and her best friend Nurul.Im glad she knew im takin this opportunity to meet her.dats so sweet of you darl..:-) I meet up with em at penin and nurul bot anew skinny jeans for her work!Barney is a dinosaur!!lol!den we went to century square.waah.Was so happy today..Thank you Titi,u made me smile again..:-) Aniwaes,i Hp-whore while werkin!!hehe





Yang ni step umah sendiri je....step celebrate christmas..lol

Thursday, December 6, 2007 { 12:08 AM }


1 month 1 week have gone pass by really fast and here i am writing and expressing myself on this private blog where only she can read it and actually excess to this account.1 month 1 week have pass by....and im still feel happy as never before.The joys of bein with her is jus indescridable.The way she's there for me when everything seems so dire,the way she cares bot me wen i wasnt sleeping very well or wen im feeling sick,the way she feels me when she misses me,the way she love me and when i love her,she jus love me more than i do.The journey is still very far and long but i know,deep down inside her she's enduring it,presevering it just to make our relationship going strong and as comfortable as ever.Since the day i met her,i've never stop loving her and showering her with all the sweetest words i cld tell her until sometimes i feel im irritatin her.But i know deep down inside her she knows i sincerely mean it...Never in my life that i feel my life been so bright and cheerful and its all because of her.She make all this..She make me wat i am today..1 month 1 week passed,pple may think im too hasty to speak such words but i am confident with what i want to xpwess to her and tell her that she's being appreciated and loved by this guy who loves her with all his heart,his soul,his kiss..He really loves the way she dress,the way she speaks,the way she thiink about others and overall she's the sweetest gal god has ever created and he's the luckiest guy to be hers...Thank you so much for everything u've dne for me and yer sacrifices you've made for us..Thre's just so much to say to you but i just want you to know that i need you and without you i feel so lost.I cnt sleep witot msgin you good night and cnt leave the house without saying 'I Love You.You are jus so precious to me that i don't want you to go away from me and i'm so sorry if i ever hurt you..iI never meant to do those things to you...I love you the most..Siti..


1 month and 1 week passed by.........



I will never let you fall,I'll stand up with you forever,

I'll be there for you through it all,

even if saving you sends me to heaven...

Tuesday, December 4, 2007 { 9:33 PM }


Hello there,back again after takin a day's break from dis blog.Today was a very boring day at work as usual..Nw dey really gettin up my nerve..been doin lower and upper gallery again 2dae for i dunno the how many times oredi..but luckily was doin it with Benny and Cheryl Ng.Fahana was roamer 2dae so once in a while we can stop and chit-chat 4 a while.2dae thre wasnt much visitors so the place was abit quiet.During the morning de-brief,our DE Lizda tls me dat she'll be doing a mock up with me on my Safti bus tour later on at 1430hrs.I was stunned.i was actually very sleepy but i was wide awake when i noe i got to do a mock up 2dae.But i didnt complain.So after the debrief,i went to my locker and took my Safti notes with me to the gallery.Inside the gallery,benny was oways tryna stuck up a conversation with me but i oways run away frm him cos i need to concentrate on refreshing mysef with the script.I was totally serious and focused dat evn my cousin du wanna distub me.But i managed to chat with her 4 a while as i needed a break.I clarify some doubts with her bot the script and den we started talking about the idol finals.The finals is really goin to be a tough one as all the other 7 finalists are good.I really hope to make it to top 3.Den my coisin tld me 2dae is her wedding annivasari and her hubby send a delivery of a bouquet of flowers filled with roucher.Dat was so sweet..I wish i cld do the same to gerfiee..confirm she wld be touched and very happy..

I was suppose to do the mock up at 1430hrs but end up doin at 1400hrs cos thres no bus tour at 1400hrs.i noe i was goin 1st den saha.i tld mysef to be confident and jus do my best.i went up the bus with lizda at the back of the bus and i pick up the mic and started talkin.finally i gt the jang of it and after the tour ended Lizda comment me on my mistakes and my misses.But overall i was glad cos thres more ticks den x's and it give me the xtra confident to the the real assesment dis coming thurs.....Wish me luck yah..



i've did something wrong to gerfiee...Im so sorry dearie..I didnt mean it...



I live for you,i'll die for you....

Sunday, December 2, 2007 { 9:36 PM }



A sunday morning.Woke up quite late but end up still goin to werk on time..hehe...dats me i think..lol.But before i went to work,my hands were itchy and had been wndarin what gerfiee has post at her blog.2 me her blog is full of wonderful things..hehe..(what i mean by wnderful things are when she wrote bot me! :-) )Indeed she gt wrote bot her missin me and me stealin her pics..well,i love stealing her pics..(since we haven bn takin pics togetha) and i did stole it b4 i went to werk..


Werk has always been boring..doin the golf ball again and was all the wae talkin to faizal.We talk bot lotsa stuffs,gfs la,life la...den we sudanli tok bot this werkplace called SDC and about our future..den i started gettin stressed up again.I told him bot me goin bck 2 skul and hopin to gt better future.ive decided to go bck 2 studies in sports management in ITE.the course its basically learning how to manage a sports event,sports fitness and nt forgettin sports business.its really an interesting course.i den msged gerfiee and we tok abt it.gerfiee suggest me take the part time course since i wanna werk 2 support my fam.i was really confused..but i tink2 again gerfiee has a point.so after hard i decided to take up part time in sports management.i tld gerfiee all bot it and she really undastands my situation.thanks sayang for makin me feel beta.I miss gerfiee badly and i really wish i cld meet her...tomorrow is my off day and i tink i'll jus clean up my room...Miss u gerfiee..im lost witot u...






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{ 12:04 AM }

Hello there..i'm bck again writing this entry.Was working as usual and its really boring cos i hafta do lower gallery for 3 straight days!!Leg was oredi so shaky yet hafta stand and roam around the gallery till u can actually felt yer legs were about to give way..Aniwaes,last nite i didnt managed 2 msged gerfiee cos i was so daym tired after i bathe,i lay down on my bed,on the fan full blast and msged gerfiee for a while.Tought i wanna be online but gerfiee tlf me 2 sleep and rest cos i slpt very the previos night b4..So thoughtful of her.I didnt evn managed 2 msged her after dat and i jus sleep..When i woke up i realised its oredi the next day.....
Okies,2dae there were 2 big companies having their family day and th centre was really crowded with pple running ard,playin with the exibits and it was tiring 4 me,Benny,Daryl and Faizal cos we haf no time to rest cos thres just too many pple inside gallery till benny cnt evn went 4 his smoke break!!Sorry bro,just endure k!!but the crowd eventually subsided at about 1600hrs as the family day were over.Team Operations managed to take in all the left over food and i took really alot for my friends inside.we were havin like a mini party inside smart station where we eat,eat and eat!!ehhe..i was just so so full...sleepy.....
1610hrs..thres nt much crowd oredi.As usual my buddy,supervisor Nizam sabo me again.ask uncle stanley to bring me 4 SAFTI bus tour training.Daym!!i panicked!!but i cnt run away..i was inside the bus with khoirrol a few minutes later.I hafta to do the 1st half of the tour while saha do the other half..I forgot half of my script and was scolded by uncle stanley for not takin it seriously.Overall,both of us kena scoldin cos we dun memorised the scripts..Actually i haf all the facts oredi,i noe wat to say..its jus that i jus dun haf the confidence to present ..But uncle stanley said of the 2 of us,im the better one ar,which give me sme moral booster...
If there be another training,JUST BRING IT ON!!