Friday, February 22, 2008
{ 8:29 AM }
What i feel like doing now is to jus meet you Mar and give you the tightest hug i can ever give you and make sure you are ok now.I just cnt sleep thinking about it.Yes dear,i was worked out thats why i just log off from msn just like that.I was sorry dear.I did not mean that way..But whenever you are worked out,i am too.But its alrite,i'm still here for you and being there for you is always the 1st thing on my mind even if i couldnt sleep or didnt sleep the whole night.Today is Friday and before i go for my jamming session,i just wanna meet you and be there for you.Deep down i know you need me to be there for you too...I wanna talk to you..Look into your eyes...maybe we will talk bot nxt Wednesday..cant wait 4 that day dear..
I'll live for you,i'll die for you....
-Dear whoever-
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
{ 8:48 PM }
Hello there...writing this post again..Well,nothing interesting happened today except that i was super tired and bored with work..Been inside PEG ever since except that i gt to cover shooting gallery at 1200hrs and all the way i jus read my storybook about UFO.Kewl book la.I just love mysteries..Like no mood to work like that.Dedn i wonder yonder awhile about my future..Jus wondering if i still have the drive to study or not but i am determined i will succeed and will nvr fail again.Just cnt wait to start studyin again..and get the diploma ASAP so i can find a better paying job and with my experience i hope to get a better job.I just dunno sever since i passed my SAFTI bus tour i dont have the mood to work everytime im suppose to work.i jus cnt wait to go hme after work.Jus look at tomorrow's manpower planning..The whole afternoon my SAFTI bus tour are mine while johnston took the whle morning.Now i really feel hw u feel bro..i tot doin tours are so much fun but it wasnt wat i expected.Now i feel what the other guides felt..but its part of my job and i shall nvr complain..I have a goal and i wanna achieve it.i guess im gonna stay alil bit longer and see how it goes.its not nice to job hop cos im a mre disciplined person now compare to last time and i noe i haf responsibilities.Its alrite.at least i still gt to give my mum money every payday and my life is full of happiness cos gerfiee is always with me...Ok den i guess dat will be all for 2dae.hope to write again tomorrow..mayb i'll snap sme pics tomorrow..with dat,happy reading and CHEERIOOS!!
{ 12:12 AM }
Well, i was suppose to be very upset yesterday and today,i'm super emo in the morning.Still cnt get over yesterday.But all this changed after i met gerfiee in the evening.I missed her so badly that i was so happy that we were meeting in the evening.She tld me dat i always go down to tampines so this time she's coming down to the north.at first she wanna go dwn Yishun but after awhile i msged gerfiee again to meet at woodlands cos i wanna go borrow books.So we met at 1700hrs.Gerfiee was a few minutes late but i understand.I was supposed to b super not ok but the moment i saw her,my heartbeat raced and beat very fast.she's jus dat DDG and everything jus seems to go away and i flt so much better..thank you darl..spent 1 hr at the library and gerfiee looked so funny reading the comics.like as tho she's been forced to read..huhu..so cute of her..Well,i borrowed 4 comics and den we went to have dinner at KFC at Causeway Point.Gerfiee treat me 90% for the entire dinner.so paiseh la dear..drop my water face..lol..nvm,will return u back the favour..It was fun eatin together.We talked and crack jokes and as usual me goin crazy and gerfiee tld me to stop it..hehe.We spent quite long there and by the tyme we went out of the plce,it was oredi 1900hrs++.So we took 168 bck to Tamp whre we slack somewhere till ard 10+ where i send gerfiee back hme and we took pictures b4 we departed...Thank you for the wonderful day dearie..Hope to meet you again soon.I miss you and i love you the most..Jet t adore...


PS: i got 1 mre picture..but i dun dare upload..cos lata gerfiee will surely skin me alive if i did..lol..
Monday, February 18, 2008
{ 9:44 PM }

I was sitting and awaiting
Just thinking, contemplating my life when I heard the phone
I picked up the receiver
And I did not believe her
When I heard a voice say you're not alone
When I am down and I am blue
All I have to do
Is close my eyes and think of you
And the world is new
Life was getting hectic
And things were unexpected
When I first received your call
But now it is the best thing
That filled up what was missing
And now my life is envied by all
I was sitting and awaiting
Just thinking, contemplating my life when I heard the phone
I picked up the receiver
And I did not believe her
When I heard a voice say you're not alone
This is a song by save ferris.If i miss gerfiee i will oways hum to this song so i will feel much better...cos she really makes my world new... :-)
{ 9:00 PM }

Hi there..I dunno y am i writin this entry today..i really dun haf the mood.But i guess i jus hafta stay awake and write dis entry.Nothing much happened except that im working on a Monday when the centre is suppose to close for maintainance.Stoopid TDD!!well,im the gamemaster for today's TDD and it was kinda boring aniwae cos i hafta explain the game rules to the monkeys and more monkeys till my throat gt dry.But most of the time im running around the centre,looking at people or jus disturbing my fellow colleagues.Nutty's not feeling well so i didnt disturb her.Had lunch at 1200hrs and gerfiee called me.I guess we jus sux at talking on the phone and we hung up less den 10 mins later.Aniwae i miss her terribly which is the reason why i dun have the mood for anything.secondly cnt msg gerfiee cos her prepaid low and dat worries me alot cos i jus wldnt noe if she's ok or not.Tried calling her again jus to say hw much i love her and hw terribly i missed her.But she's outside with her cousin and i dun think she'll be concentrating if i were to say all thse words.I tld her its ok i dun wanna disturb her and i hung up the phone without saying thse werds to her..for the 2nd time in a day.i was really sad and fraustrated.im so sorry dear,it wasnt yer fault.i'll be ok soon,dun worry k...Well,gt back hme as usual and gerfiee still at Orchard,i guess.Come home soon...
Im at hme nw memorising scripts for TDD.Getting ready for tomorrow.Im gonna do the TDD tour at the MPH.Benny advised me if i cnt remember it jus smoke tru it..Thanks Ben..Im so stressed up nw..Guess its just werk..And i hope i can memorised the covers as well as the origanals for DOM.Missed jammin with you guys..But I really miss gerfiee the most.Sorry guys,i jus hafta put DOM aside for now..I need her more..
To you Mar,I'll work hard for us.May we be together till death do us part.Godswilling.
Kin,Zee,Dan and Joey,hope we'll resolve our band matters ASAP.I'll work hard for us too..Its been nice working with you guys...If any of u read this,i jus wld like to say THANK YOU.
Mar,you make my world a better living place.I'll always love you..

My permanent walkie talkie....#21
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
{ 9:09 PM }
Today is the second day of TDD and the crowd was super massive.I was at upper gallery with Cheryl Seah and both of us were very boring and tiring.We watched the pple setting up the thingy for the event.it was really a boring day..Actually i cant wait for the "Munkees" to come,but they are coming in the afternoon.I had lunch at 11am and safti bus tour at 12oohrs,1500hrs and 1700hrs..But luckily for me,my last 2 bus tour was a no tour so i can fokus more on the munkees..munkees are actually school children who come to wreck the centre..But luckily my supervisors tld me to move around and help out especially thse doin at the multi-purpose-hall..Kuodus to em for enduring back to back tours.Really have my respect.Will remember your great deeds...
Work ends at 1800hrs but im doin my ot and im so sorry Kin,Zee,Dan and Joey i cnt get to attend jamming session today cos i didnt expect it.Hope to b there at the next jamming session.so sorry bot dat again..After work went to city hall 4 a while look for smtin and bot sme stuffs for my mum.I was so tired that i went straight home after that.Cos nowdays it feels so so bored to walk at town alone.So i guess i rather go hme den waste animre money..
Valentines coming so wat the heck.I saw pple carrying big big fake roses and mre roses and i still dun believe in valentines day.Do you jus celebrate with yer loved ones on the 14th of feb??2 me everydae is valentines day and i give equal love to my gerfiee..aniwaes im meeting her tomorrow cos last mondae i cnt meet her and dis sunday mst pobably im goin my granparents hse.so i meet her,haf dinner...i misses her alot..and i hope she fls the same too...thank you for bein there for me all dis while..thank you.thank you..i heart you the most...
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
{ 11:24 PM }
Today is the start of Total Defence Day (TDD) and also the start of all-hell-break-loose..This is one of my centre's busiest days of the month and it will last till end of feb if im nt mistaken.Well,i almost miss the bus to start this entry..But Uncle Tony waited for me and i feel like a fool running ard towards the bus with my skinny jeans almost dropping and i have to hold it so i can run properly..hehe..well,watever.I got in the bus aniwae..den reach the centre,bla,bla,bla,change,bla,bla,bla,briefing,bla,bla and blah.Was told to "jaga" Crisis simulation whre the school kids need to watch the movie to get their answer..They b playin like amazing race gitu and i tld you the crowd was MASSIVE!!!was super busy all the tyme with my Safti bus tour to juggle in between..But its actually quite fun la,see thse munlees running ard findin clues and as usual the sec school gals will b tryin to flirt ard with me..but wat the heck!i gve dem direct orders and a face till dey dun dare..dun worry k darl..hehe...So things go on as usual and thanks to Jerene for helpin me out with the crowd contrl and 2 nads,you are crazy at smart station and jerene and i haf fun disturbing you jus to kill tyme and naruto sux!!hahah!!peace!
After work go to pasir ris meet up with kin and zee for our sessions.Was grt cos our 4th ori was completed together with the lyrics all thanks to Kin and she actually gave me the thumbs up to actually change the lyrics and the music.I took Kin's chorus melody and the rest i change.Now we are working on our 3rd ori and hope 2 gt the lyrics done by next sessions.Zee oredi cme up with the melody all and Kin's oredi learning it..I'm actually glad all our oris are almost up and i think after a few mre sessions we can jam thse sngs for good..And den we can focus on the covers and b mentally prepared for our upcoming gig......
Hope to meet gerfiee soon..Been missing her alot....
Monday, February 11, 2008
{ 11:00 PM }

Hey!Hey!Hey!I'm back for another addition..hehe..Well,thres nothin much to write la..
Today is my off day and im at home the whole day.Gerfiee went for job interview very early today with her bestie.i manage to wish her good luck but she cldnt reply cos her prepaid low..oh well,its alrite..I miss her so much but i didnt meet her today.Gerfiee wants me to rest at home cos she noe i was super shag due to works and tours..Im really thankful 2 her cos i really need the break.iat first,i was scred if i told her bot it she b very abgry.but she didnt.in fact she tld me its ok and i need the rest so i can prepare mysef for TDD(Total Defence Day) which will start tommorrow till end of Feb.Gonna b a very tiring month but its alrite..guess its part of my low-payin job..*shugs*.
Well,on a lighter note,my dad gve me an ang pao which his company gve him jus now.He gve it to me as a belated bdae gift and its 50 bucks!!i was shocked as this was my 1st tyme im receivin big bucks from my parents!!i was so happy cos i dun haf money oredi and dis gives me a morale booster..i can top up my ezlink and bot sme food and mst importantly,i can meet gerfiee and we can at least go and grab smtin 2 eat..and yap!yap!i oredi planned it and hopefully it turn out well..
I wonder wats my band preparation.hope things work out well.i dun wan any disaggreement in our band and i hope we can really work this out together.and yah,floorball training commencing dis wednesday at ping yi sec..but i dun tink im goin cos i believe it b a leisurely sessions,getting the players to get use to their floorball stick.and i hope im able to handle my band and floorball.So,i better start exercising and maintain a gd stamina..Cnt wait for the new season..
Tommorrow i haf sessions at Pasir Ris..Miss you gerfiee..

Tampines East Knights Season 06/07 home and away jersey....#26.

My precious floorball sticks..Cost me my school meals..but its worth it..

The game ball with holes...
{ 1:26 AM }
Hello there..i'm back again updatin this blog..well,life has always been happier and happier as each passing day.Life with her is so so memoable dat i decline to put it into past tenses cos we are still together strong and loving and missing each oda...i heart you,dear whoever..
Work has been very very boring ever since i passed SAFTI bus tour..firstly,im inside the gallery ever since i passed the bus tour and day by day i feel very very tired and i think many pple can see it..its obvious..One of my friends asked me if im ok..he said i looked sad..and shag..im nt sad bro,im jus so so shag.can feel my body aching and i think im in need of herbal essence..and to mum,if u happen to read my blog,i need mre redbulls and do tag me!!lol..(obviously she dunno i haf a blog!i jus wrte dis for self-entertainment).den i got to noe one of the malay gerl at werk is quitting acos she's oredi gt another job and its better pay and working condition...Good luck to you sha...Well i hope everything will b much better and to all supervisors!!!!STOP PUTTING ME AT THE UPPER AND LOWER GALLERY!!!!DONT YOU NOE IT SUCKS BIG BIG TIME!!!!OR MAYBE YOU GUYS SUCKS!!!
Alrite,DOM's 2nd origanals just completed and as usual i forgot the song!!lol so typical of me..hehe..sorry geng!!its titled "Down One Mile" and ,me and zee is working on the 3rd ori which the title will be "nightmare at #508".kinda crappy but its kewl..im planning to write about a monkey..huhu..but the band oso haf some problems oredi.its ok,it will b resolved..Kin,jus be patient with us k..dun gt so so moody and angry..we will werk dis on together..
Meeting gerfiee makes me very happy and complete.But everytime we parted waes,i will miss her terribly.And she will flt the same too.Amazing isnt it??So wats the secret fomulae??Gerfiee and me found one..this is wat she quote;"True love will come only during relationship."
Life with her goes on and on..happily...I love her the most..Thank you.You noe whu you are.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
{ 12:14 PM }
Hello there!!All apologies for not updatin this blog on regular basis..Guess age and the lazy disease has eaten my life up once again..Nw i mus really buck up and start updating it or else gerfiee wnt haf anymore entries to read if she misses me..lol..Ok,life's been as usual,happy and always happy witot any problems.My 3rd month with Brodie has jus passed and 4eva more to come.Im sorry dear i haven write u anything long yet..but b sure it b up and readable soon!!Been going out together here and there and we enjoy each other's company and we feel it.Awwwww,darl,dats so so sweet..
Down One Mile has so far completed their very 1st punk rock ori and almost completing the 2nd.I personally feel the 2nd ori is very 'jumpy' in a sense that it can create a moshing scene 4 the chorus.Too bad we gt to use the theme song lyrics for the 2nd ori.hopefully we cld go on writin a new ori soon and to DOM i jus wanna say im very very happy working with ypu guys and thank you so much 4 all the patience u gve me all this while..may we stay on strnger and hope we haf better ideas comin up soon...Cheers guys..
Now,my life is almost complete..My family,Brodie,Down one Mile and its crew and my friends.....Just two more to go and an ultimate dream.Dearie,u noe wat it is... :-)
I will love you with all my heart,my soul,my kiss..Thank you for everything you've done for me.I will forever cherish the love we haf and with you we share tears of ashes....i'll live for you,i'll die for you..and i mean it all..ILYTM