I dunno why am i writing this entry but i think i should..Just wanna express my feelings in here..I jus cnt get along well with my mum.i jus duuno y.but we are always prone to heated arguements and like just now she just talk bot me not seeing my grandparents for a long tyme makes me wanna argue with her.I just dunno y but i guess its jus the words she said to me..Alot of things ar,not only bot dis but alot of things that whenever we talk bot it,we'll jus argue and wnt talk to each other.haiz.i dunno why i jus cnt b patient enough with her.thats the only thing i cnt cntrl my patience..-mom-

i dunno why am i writing this blog but i think ive made gerfiee very very sad and worried.I dunno,we almost argue..worst still,on our 4th mth anniversary and suddanly it jus happened like this.But i personally think that we missed each other so terribly that we had to resort in this.Gerfiee's been quite moody this couple of days and i hope i may b able to make her smile again.I know gerfiee's sad and worried for me bot other things as well which i jus dun wanna mention here but gerfiee dear,i will make sure i'll settle this and den everything's back to normal.I promise you dear that this wont affect us.im still truly,deeply,madly in love with you my lovely..Happy 4th month dear.and forever more..You have my heart...