Today i felt very excited.Ever since morning i cnt help thinking bot the outing i'm gonna have today.Since a very long long time,today will be the day when my cousins meet and gather.Well,not all of em will come but at least its a gathering and its like once in a brown i'll get this kinda opportunity.Whatever it is,i was very excited and i cnt wait to meet em al..

Kak Ann and hubby picked me up under my block at about 1530hrs.Shasha and Nurul were oredi inside the car.i was thrilled to see both of em dat i like shouted out the usual Hardgay-Hey!Hey!Hey! thingy..hehe..aniwaes we are called the gays.i'm guy-boy,shasha is gerl-gay and Nurul is nenepok-gay.lol.we cousins were fascinated by the word gay cos we are always happy..lol.okok bck to the story..huhu..We went to minds cafe at Purvis St near boat quey.Its not your normal cafe,but its a cafe,but inside you actually play boardgames!!yes!kewl rite??the atmosphere was so....GAY!!thre's alot of people there and everyone was laughing their hearts out.oh gosh!i was so exited i cnt wait to start playin the games!!eheh.well,these boardgames are not available in Spore and each game is very unique.Kak Ann is already a member so we can play at a discounted package.We decided to play party games and we chose to play "Quelf" and "the expression game".It was daym rite funny.im lazy to talk bot hw the games look like i jus can say its hilarious and we cnt stop larfin..hehe.if u gt any enquries,can jus ask me aute??hehe..we left the place like ard 1930hrs..

We were suppose to play bowling after that at east coast but dah full house.So Abd Nas decided on Safra Tamp cos i gt the safra card.Still full house.so we decided on eatin.Kak Ann suggested Jalan Kayu.But Farhan wanted to go to T3 to see wats over there.so since all of us nvr been 2 T3,we all went there and theres alot of pple there and thres nothin to c..So after a while we went to Jalan Kayu to eat.As usual i had murtabak sardine..yummy2!!hehe..by the tyme we finish eating,it was already like 2200hrs.Shasha's mum called asking her to go bck.So we send shasha den Nurul bck.After that Kak Ann and hubby,Farhan and i all watched The Orphanage at GV Yishun at 2325hrs.I recommended you pple to watch this movie..its not so much horror,no killings but it had a sad ending..its worth yer movie tix...Well,dats all for now,let the pics has its final say k..

Ive been missin gerfiee everyday without fail and today was jus another day i missed her,except it felt terrible.The feeling of gerfiee not msgin me made me feel that ive lost part of myself.Cos everytime when she woke up,she'll surprise me with her cheerful msgs or smtimes she b disturbin me during my lunch with her "tickle-tickle" msgs and den it will always end either with a "bluek!" or a "Huhuhu!!".I'll always end up smilin or reply her with all the stupidest msgs and craziest msgs i cld ever think of till she gt to reply me with more "blueks" and "Huhuhu".Thank you for all the cheering up msgs and the "r u ok darl?" super-concern msgs.I'm ok dear,just thinkin of you..dearly i miss you..

Alrite enough of this mushy2 love thingy and bck to my entry.i've shed enough tears for the days and dat doesnt make me gay at all..Yest i made an entry dat i wished to meet gerfiee,and hey,i got my wish granted!!Gerfiee was goin for her band's 1st jammin session and she asked me if i wanna tag along..like duh!wat a question to ask..so i tld her i'll meet her under her block after evening prayers and she was like so happy cos im goin under her block..gerfiee like dat i knew..so we met ard 5pm and we took 293 to tampines interchange.gerfiee was hungry as she hadnt eat,so we went to small mac where gerfiee had her usual dosage of double cheeseburger while i only ate apple pie.huhu.waited for Nurul and she msg gerfiee her brother Yuyi wld be late cos he gt school.so after nurul cme we jus made our wae to the jammin studio which was at tamp.We met Fiq there and den we set up the equipment first.as this wasnt my jam,i jus sat one corner,beside gerfiee and watched her set up her guitar.cute la pple..she at 1st cnt seems to find out the reason y her amp cldnt produce the sound.its actually the master sound dat she didnt turn on,so i quietly turn it on and she was happy she finally heard some sound..huhu.Bob came afterwards and den it started.started playin in my eyes and sm of their origanals.Overall it was screwed up cos its their 1st time jammin as a whle but cnt blame them cos even my band screw up at times.But im confident after a few mre sessions and jams,Guns Are For Losers will be jus as great!!Go Go Go!!i will always support u guys..Well the jam ended at 7.30pm and den we headed to macdonalds at tampines mall and slack there 4 awhile and discuss for our upcoming gig.Den we headed to Nurul's block and further slack and Yuyi showed us his new origanal.hehe.It was half past 9 and i gt to go bck cos i got to wait for my mum at yishun.Well,it was fun meetin gerfiee's band but esp meetin gerfiee makes me fekt much better.But now im missing her and im always anxious wen will be the nxt time we will be meetin again..........

I might wanna noe y is my attitude like this..If situations get out of hands or everything gets bored i will start my eff-in attitude again..I wonder how to erase dat off frm myself..Give inconvenience to others la pple..Pple might say im emo but what the heck,i think i am in terms of character cos to haf that kinda feeling will bring yourself closer to the ones whom you really love.Its just that you dun hafta overdo it till you cut yourself or you take feel so emo-ed so so deep that you start gettin depressed and end up endin your life.I'm trying my best not to be so emotional but smtimes i jus cnt help bt to feel emo-ed myself.But so far so good.After that incident ive learned to control my emotions and hopefully i cld balanced it real soon...So to gerfiee its me who must apologised to you and not the other way round.I dunno but maybe last night thres smtin we talked about that makes me suddanly changed,i jus cnt remember.Hope you dun take it to heart k dear..i'm sorry.

Last night i got a letter of confirmation from PSB Academy and i'm glad my application was accepted and they already reserved a place for me.Jus hafta sign and fill up some forms and make the payment and i'll b in school in a month plus plus time.Was excited and at the same time nervous and fearful.I hope im determined enough to go through it and since im paying for my own education so i really must buck up and strive.I will do my best.Always remember the goal and aim.....

Oh yah!!been on MC for 2 days cos of my stiff neck and it was so boring at home i jus feel like going out anywhere..really miss gerfiee and i hope she feels the same to..she's havin her 1st jam session with her band tomorrow and all i can say to her is all the best...Wish i cld meet you dear..

Hi there,i'm bck again writing this entry..Well,a Monday and im off..with the strained neck killing me,i just cnt sleep animre after 7am.It was really painful and i jus kept tossing and tossing on my bed till i cnt take it animore i jus woke up and start preparing for my badminton comp organised by my own workplace.Tot of not goin cos of my eff-ing neck but i was jus so determined that i dont even care less.Had my early lunch at 11am and den i the history channel for a while before takin a shower.Went out of house by 1430hrs and took the long trip on train to SDC.Surprisingly,i reached an hour lata.Since my tourny starts at 1645hrs,i went to the staff longue and sleep cos i was so so sleepy.A good 1.5hrs of comfy sleep on the incliner before changin and preparin for badminton.well,i didnt played very well,so many mistakes and in the end lose out in the tournament.I just cnt wait to get out of this place cos im gonna jam with the guys at Simei.Bn a while since we jam as a whle together..Took another long trip by train to Simei.(As usual,SLEEP!!)

I reached there very early,1930hrs and was still very sleepy.Gerfiee went out with Nurul and dey dunno where else to go.So i tld her to c us jam and she agreed.30mins later Zee and Kin arrived and we start practicing our oris and me learning the new ori called 'shooting star'.im quite relieved i almost gt the whle song right except the pre chorus part.Gerfiee and Nurul cme abt 2010hrs and i apologise to em cos we haven start jammin yet.Joey cme later and he's pissed cos he gt to b called up by his Encik for reservists bcos of that Mas Selamat.He's stress cos according to him,its gonna b 3 months.Now we feel stress!!hehe.Aniwaes,Dan cme last and we were ready to start jammin..We played non-stop and we complete the whle setlist in 30mins!!Since we jam for 1.5 hrs!!So we rest 4 awhile and den gt it over again and again and again and i cld c the shagness in their faces,esp Zee.hehe..But we enjoy the jam and the shooting star song turned out to be very melodious and,Poppunk!!it was really nice and i personally feel dis cld b the hit.We ended jammin at 2200hrs and i took bus no.31 to tamp interchange where gerfiee waited for me patiently.I send her back hme and we parted ways........Thank you dear for the wait....And i still miss you dearly....really..

Hello there..i know i know,i'm so sorry especially to gerfiee that ive nt bn updatin my blog 4 almost a month.I'm just so tired with work dat mst of the times when i reach home and after a shower i'll jus GTS (go-to-sleep).So since today im off and now i cnt sleep i'll jus push myself and update this blog.

Well,i just cnt sleep anymore cos i think i gt a stiff neck which is quite unbearable and the most suckiest part is that i have a badminton comp today organise by my workplace.Y!Y!Y!y gettin injured now when i can gt a stiff neck like last month!!aniwaes i'm doin whateva it takes to make it ok or t least make it better.But right now prospect looks bleak cos i still cnt move my neck normally but i hafta turn it slowly and dis will really affect my game.But i guess i jus hafta play with a stiff neck.Dun worry gerfiee,i'm prepared to lose.But if i win which is so so unlikely,i dedicate this game to my mum who drain out 3/4 of her energy to jus rub some hot oil toi my neck and thank god i feel abit better and to gerfiee whom she noes every victory,every score,its for her..

Sunday morning went to this maulud at expo to celebrate our prophet muhammad birthday and yah,btw after a cool session with kin and zee i sleep over my cousin house and go the maulud from there.Yeah,met Nunur at the entrance of the expo to pass her my psp games (gerfiee oredi bn informed so im not cheating her!!).i jus passed her the games,answer her some questions and den we parted waes.she was angry at me 4 nt smilin at her but what the heck??Y mus i?And PLEASE Nunur,do return my games and DO NOT LET BRAT TOUCH THE GAMES,LET ALONE SMELL IT.After the maulud,went to Tanjong Katong Complex to celebrate Kak Ann's 27th Birthday.We jus haf lunch at the restaurant there but i was anxious to go bck cos im meeting gerfiee lata at 5pm.I noe i wld b late but gerfiee was understanding enough to wait 4 me patiently.I rushed bck hme,bathed,get changed and go out again..Kelam-kabot but its ok..i jus dun wan gerfiee 2 wait.I was super lucky lor..Met my uncle in his cab and he send me to tamp,for FREE!!wee!!So i end up makin gerfiee so kelam-kabot ar!!sorry TiTi..huhu.It was great meetin her.Actually went to Beach rd to look 4 our "couple shirt".but too bad we dun find it.So we survey2 gerfiee's balet flats.she found a couple which interests her but she wan me to look 4 my shirt.so i made her promise me that wen my pay comes she will let me buy her shoe.She reluctantly accept.hehe.i like to toyed her cos she deserve it..after dat we go 2 penin and finally bought a plain black color polo t which cost me $15 and den we headed to esplanade to slack.it was so crowded dat we went into the entrance of the esplanede and jus sit at the air-conditioned area.Thres a jazz show and we sit bck and enjoy the music.very soothing,very romantic..hehe..after dat we headed bck hme..and i forgot my polo-t!!so we hurried bck there and end up takin the train hme..i send gerfiee bck hme and den i headed bck hme..very very happy dat i gt to b with her...ILYTM..

Down One Mile had another two new oris and one of em is Kin's Shooting Stars.Its really a nice song and i'm so happy by our band's progress.We are yet to debut and i hope we'll make a good impression for the fans out there,if we hafve any and even if we dun,we'll have one really soon..cnt wait to perform with G.A.F.L and its really a dream come true..Double dream come true actually..hehe

Today i read gerfiee's blog and she was hurt by Bob.Hey bro,nobody mess with her,let alone you.If she's hurt,i'm hurt.I will get the full story soon so YOU jus pray i dont get my hands on YOU...im warning you,brother..DO NOT!!i say again,DO NOT piss her off!!