I might wanna noe y is my attitude like this..If situations get out of hands or everything gets bored i will start my eff-in attitude again..I wonder how to erase dat off frm myself..Give inconvenience to others la pple..Pple might say im emo but what the heck,i think i am in terms of character cos to haf that kinda feeling will bring yourself closer to the ones whom you really love.Its just that you dun hafta overdo it till you cut yourself or you take feel so emo-ed so so deep that you start gettin depressed and end up endin your life.I'm trying my best not to be so emotional but smtimes i jus cnt help bt to feel emo-ed myself.But so far so good.After that incident ive learned to control my emotions and hopefully i cld balanced it real soon...So to gerfiee its me who must apologised to you and not the other way round.I dunno but maybe last night thres smtin we talked about that makes me suddanly changed,i jus cnt remember.Hope you dun take it to heart k dear..i'm sorry.

Last night i got a letter of confirmation from PSB Academy and i'm glad my application was accepted and they already reserved a place for me.Jus hafta sign and fill up some forms and make the payment and i'll b in school in a month plus plus time.Was excited and at the same time nervous and fearful.I hope im determined enough to go through it and since im paying for my own education so i really must buck up and strive.I will do my best.Always remember the goal and aim.....

Oh yah!!been on MC for 2 days cos of my stiff neck and it was so boring at home i jus feel like going out anywhere..really miss gerfiee and i hope she feels the same to..she's havin her 1st jam session with her band tomorrow and all i can say to her is all the best...Wish i cld meet you dear..