Monday, May 26, 2008
{ 1:46 PM }
Eh Hi!hello people..Dah kamer tak blog eh aku??dah tak kuasa lagi ar.eh?asal bebual melayu??okok..sorry people..Hie once again.yeah u know its been a very long time since i blog.too bz and too tired till got no time to blog all this.I guess god must extend the time and let me enjoy the times ive lost.hehe.like real only qahar aka Carhartt.haha.lame.ok,everything seems to be back to normal which i hope it will go on all the way till the end.Gerfiee's getting prettier and prettier and im gettin fatter and fatter.Titi dear,i think i cant say u are drop dead gorgeous anymore but i hafta call you dropping deadly gorgeous.how bot that??kewl kan?i noe u will stick out your tongue at me but i dun care...hoooooooooo!!!!!Alrite,ive actually started working on new songs but cannot la geng,everytime i write,the garbage can will always eat it up la..i tot of writing to write a part2 of Remembering Sally and My every reasons but i dunno if the lads will agree to it or not.or writing a second part of Nightmare @ 508,but nope,no ideas yet.woooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!Ok ar i admit im really into hardgay now..Currently my family is living at my auntie house for a few weeks cos i'm moving house very soon and the new owner to our old house kick us out thats y we are homeless now..nah,just kiddin.hahaha!!Alrite guys,that will be all for now.i got a job to do cos im working right now..DUH.oh yah,Mar from GAFL is mine so guys,go to SDC,go to the dream wall and dream on...Titi dear,you really are my punkrock elmo..xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
{ 12:54 PM }
"Sorry Boyfiee. I only love you.Only you...We are meant to be together.And I will always try my best to be a very good GF.I wont make you sad dearie.I'm so in love with you and no one can ever replace you.You're the best i ever had.You're different from others. And I mean it.All I want is your honesty and trust.I wont let you down.You need someone to talk to, you know who to look for.I will always be there for you. 24/7.Even if at times I'm super angry, deep inside, I still love you.You just have to ignore my stupid attitude. (especially PMS)Its almost 7 month and Im glad Im still with you.We are still strong. Just hold on. :)You're the only person who have seen the soft side of me.I guess others won't believe it. :PNaaahh.... I don't care bout that.I'm just glad that I have you.You, who always look after me,care for me, show me your love.EVERYTHING.And right now, I miss you badly.Hope to meet you real soon.I miss your presence,laughter,jokes,smiles,EVERYTHING.Please be okay sayang."
-Mar-
This was posted by gerfiee last night while i was busily snoring like a piggy.Dearie,i'm so very speechless.Its the 1st time u ever posted such messages.I'll treasure you till the end and i love you the most.I'm feeling much better now,all thanks to you dear..
Monday, May 12, 2008
{ 5:56 PM }
Hey there.its been a while i know.maybe i shud just give up this blogging idea..nvm.i dun wish to talk much but jus wanna say that this saturday's my gig and im not excited bot it.Sorry DOM,got lotsa things in mind rite now and im jus not myself every single time i woke up from my "makeshift bed".Yah,be moving house on the same day also but temporarily at my cousin's house which is the only thing im so excited about..Fuck,i dont care.Oh yah,jamming with DOM later.another thing that im looking forward to..Miss you nice pple la!!
I got to know that somebody is getting too close with somebody.I dun wanna mention names but once again,fuck it,up to you la eh.i jus couldnt be bothered animre..
Dont disturb me.i dun wanna be disturbed.go away.
Haha Benny,Jerry and Marcus.Nice dance move!!But im sorry it doesnt help either..
Monday, May 5, 2008
{ 12:00 AM }
I cant get over the gig on the 3rd!!arrgh!!It was bloody awesome!!alrite2 let me tell you everything bot it aite??
Was suppose to meet up with gerfiee and her band and go together but gerfiee told me to be with my band.So i meet up with Kin,Zee,Syirah and this other guy which i cant seems to remember his name,Fay izzit??or Fir??hehe.Sorry bro,old oredi ar,memory lapse.lol.Ok,so we went to LJS to have lunch.Well,not all of us tho.Zee and me only order drinks and fries and we were quiet 4 quite sometime.Joey and Dan came after that and quickly ordered their food.Kin,Zee,Syirah,Fay and i moved out to music garage to set up everything.We were kinda disappointed that we couldnt set up the equipments and this guy tld us to wait till 3pm and thats the time the gig will start!!Kin gt abit stressed up but Zee and i quickly calmed her down and tld her to look on the bright side.So everything was up and ready by 3.15pm and the 1st few bands oredi arrived.i was waiting for gerfiee anxiously cos i wanna c her wearin the shirt we bought the previous day.same color la seh..hehe.She came at last with Nurul,with the rest of the band,still slacking downstairs.nvm.i was happy to see her and i went in to watch the 1st band perform.The bullets perform classic rock la seh aka rock kapak!!i like cos they play my fav songs.huhu...
The Bullets set is over and nw its GAFL.i tried to go infrnt bt i cnt go any further cos thres oredi pple at the front.tot of standin beside gerfiee but she too was surrounded.Darn.so i jus stand beside Dan somewhere near the door.And so they started playing.I dun even noe what Yusri is saying and i pity Nurul cos she dun get a chance to say anything.But their music was great esp the 1st original.There was moshing all around but overall it was great!!gerfiee jumped on this rufio song and i giggled.very rare of her to do all that la..hehe.cutee la u dear.hehe.
The next few bands were awesome,esp this band called heimlich manoever(sorry guys for wrong spelling!).Their music digs to the max!!i was there all the way for their set.They are a 3-piece band like green day but their music is great.Thanks for the great music!!After that was purple fireflies.too bad i dun hear to almost of their songs cos im bz focusing my set which was after dat.Everyone was nervous,but luckily i wasnt.i felt jus ok.I think ive been exposed to big crowds at work and i think thats the reason.Zee was super nervous dat he talk so loud.Kin was perspiring,Joey was Quiet and Dan he's nervous but sleepy.lol.Purple fireflies ended...
Zee entered the stage 1st.I was second.The crowd was super massive!!i looked around the area and everyone was standing!!i was like wow!then i looked out for gerfiee..she was at the side.I looked at her and smile.I dun think she noticed me smiling at her..huhu.its ok dear.Nurul gave me the thumbs up and i smiled back at her..The sound check thingy was done asap.Thanks guys..and we start rockin with 'Remembering Sally'.Didnt noe syirah love this song and she actually tld me to dedicate this song for her.Sorry gal,i forgot.maybe nxt gig i will dedicate it for you ya!It was crazy!!thres pple moshing all thanks to Yus and gang.they were drunk aniwae but it was awsome!!Thres a few songs i oso join in the mosh but was pulled back by one of this photographer whu took pics for us.hehe.Then came the 5th song.I dedicate this song entitled 'My every reason' to gerfiee.I noe she will be super paiseh but i hafta cos its for her.It was nice.Yus and one of his fren dragged gerfiee to the front and she was screaming.I tried pushinng em off but the scrambled before i gt the chance.sorry gerfiee..Overall,i think our performance was almost perfect cos the 2nd ori i actually forgot what song im suppose to sing!lol.But im glad everything turned out super well.So much for debut!hehe...
After my set gerfiee and i sent Nurul to the MRT and after that we went to have dinner at Tong Seng b4 catching a movie at PS.Doomsday la pple.So much 4 doomsday...kinda crappy but its quite ok la the movie..Im meetin gerfiee lata b4 goin skul.Miss her loads.im glad i completed my assignments and managed to revise abit.....


Friday, May 2, 2008
{ 1:10 AM }
Why bother being loyal if you don't get back the loyalty you always wanted??You knew you'll feel the pain but why are you letting this happen??You wanted to tell her you really did, but how are you gonna explain it??I understand that you'll follow her every advices and decisions and willing to take in critics,but if you tell her,is she willing to take in everything you wanna say??I bet its only a fool's hope brother,don't bother.If she can go out with someone else,i don't see the reason why can't you.You go do the same thing.Maybe she won't feel anything,yalah,go out with your gal-friend la dofus!!But let's just hope she got the message you are trying to deliver and hopefully she realised how much she meant to you and she realised you didn't approve of what she jus did.I know you are just swallowing it but trust me brother,one fine day you can never swallow it anymore.Its daym bloody painful,i undesrstand you.Well,everything i wrote is just a suggestion brother.I'm just tryna help you out with it and hope you'll feel better.If you happen to read this blog,do call me so we can talk this out again and if your girlfriend read this blog,hey gal,think it over carefully....If you don't like the way your boyfriend treat you in every means,do call me too.......Darn brother,now i feel you....haiz...so much for problems..
Thursday, May 1, 2008
{ 2:59 PM }
Wednesday is an exciting day.Not work of course,work was boring.The exciting part was the jamming session after work.Msged Zee for awhile we were fired up for last jamming session before our debut gig.Promised to meet at Simei as usual.Cnt wait to go there cos gerfiee will b there to jam with her band as well!!!weee!!
Reached jamming studio with Zee.surprisingly without Kin.Kin go out with her "friend" i guess.huhu.she was late.lol.nvm.GAFL band members already started jamming and as usual gerfiee sticking out her tongue at me as usual.haha.so cutee la 2..Kin came with joey 15mins lata which was a relieve.As usual Dan the "Snorlax" came late and we started jamming without him.Kin was Annoyed but its ok.Joey and Zee kept telling her to relax.haha.Dan came 30 mins lata and we all start back to our 1st setlist which is Remembering Sally.pace was quite slow but after a few rounds it jus get faster and faster till the whole band was jumping up and down like mad pple!!Shag like hell la dey..but we enjoy ourselves and we were confident we can go for the gig...
Happy 6th month annivasery dear..i love you the most..Really